Uni Stress and Finals Nightmare O.O Help! //..

Fellow Friends and freaks!


Exasperation is an understatement!

In two weeks finals are up and I'm freaking out because I'm not freaking out. Everyone's telling me I'm supposed to freak out but I feel unnaturally calm...... -.- I'm very unfocused, I waste my time, and my head hurts from all the silent chaos!

The next issue is that I'm SO VERY UNDECIDED ON MY FUTURE X[]!!!
I want to take a gap year, and everyone's fine with that, but then they hole me with questions about......"What will you be doing?" "Where will you go?" etc.

                         I DON'T KNOW!

I'm taking a gap year to figure myself out. Find out what I want to do, learn japanese, write a book, get down to actually drawing my first manga chapters, I just want to not be stressed out about doing something meaningful. I need time off, to just think, and be by myself for a while, without everyone over running me with becoming the next hero of the world >

it's frustrating!

I want to do illustration and a creative writing course,,... but finding the right uni is so very VERY difficult for me! cuz I'm so picky..... I've never lived by myself :0, I just need to grow up.


Life is not about planning, it's initially about making choices,
it's time I made mine....but it's so

HARD!

TT^TT SOS!